Sunday, October 9, 2011

Fate, Me and Hope!

I stand here, today..breathing in the new changes. Fate has a funny way of returning me to the same path I have lead years ago. Is it my friend, a companion or just a mirror of what I am supposed to me?

And I start walking again, hand in hand with fate.. stepping on each of the footprints I have made too many years back. I have given up my fight with fate..there is no winning..there is no fighting..there is this silence between us..maybe, a comfort that maybe this time its going to lead me to a better place.

And as I walk stepping on each of the footstep, that was laid in front of me I feel like a stranger. Emotions of different colors seep into my skin. Some had the familiar scent of warmth, some felt like moments long forgotten and others..well..are total strangers yet to be discovered.

And here i was walking this familiar yet unknown road trying to absorb every color that came my way.

No matter how far I go, how many colors I absorb, how many emotions I fight, How many familiar steps I take..arent there always in each journey we take..a cloud of darkness and a rainbow of hope casting its shadow..an unspoken desire..forgotten dream..

But then again, what are we without the uncertainties..what will become of us if we dont walk through the harsh winds...Dont they say that every cloud has a silver lining! Maybe, just maybe i am walking on the clouds with the silver lining, just few steps away from me..and again, what are we without hope?

One drop of hope isnt that all we need to keep walking? I had to fall I know, to have the desire to get up, walk or fly away. Hope..yes sweet taste of hope!! And then again, havent I always been in between hope and fate..Perhaps I am never complete without both of them. Perhaps I need somethings unsolved, some mysteries to myself and some things to keep me flying..or walking! If I had known, would I have found happiness in the most bizzare ways, would I have found out that being content and happy is not the same thing..would there be any meaning of, well ..life!

And here we are again..me and my fate, walking hand in hand..in a journey that I gave up on, just minutes before the destination.